I am so hot and bothered and I am not sure why. Master and I thoroughly enjoyed ourselves a few times last weeks, and yet, my desire rages on! I look at him and I want to suck His cock feel rammed in my throat. I have this urge, the urge to feel His hands
on my flesh, His rough tough. Feel Him in me, moving, slowly and then ramming me full..and yet..I am sick again..and cannot do anything. Did I mention I hate summer and MS?
The pets...OMG they tire me..Bella has a staph infection and is on antibiotics, Gypsy has had an allergic reaction to something in the yard and is on meds, Donnatello got her tail bitten by raphael so we are treating her tail for a bite and infection, Cinnamon the Brown tang has flukes so the tank is
being treated for flukes, Bazinga has ringworm, (thanks to tigger) and Tigger has an upper respiratory infection, ring worm and seems she has had a bad reaction to her distemper shot, so she falls..alot. The falling will never go away, wont get better but also will not go away. It is sorta cute, we tell people she falls with style..:) But the animals wear me out, takes me an hour each morning and nite to do treatments on hem all! At least they all got sick..when we were here..
So ringworm, I am OCD already and ringworm can be contagious to our other pets and to us. My OCD has gone into overdrive. I mop floors every day with bleach water, I vacuum everything, everyday and sometimes twice, i wipe everything down with clorox wipes a million times a day, and hand sanitizer is all over the house. Towels are a thing of the past, the bedding is washed every single day, the bed is vacuumed every single day. So far so good. No one else has ringworm. If no one has it by next saturday then we should be safe. We still have to be diligent in cleaning etc, until the cats cultures come back clear but its been three weeks now and on one
else has it..so I hope it stays that way. The Doc did say it definitely helps that I am OCD, but I tell you all this additional cleaning wears me out..
In 12 days we will be in Canada, for our first vacation this year (major vacation we have done Disney and lots of day trips) and we so need it. I know I have been stressed to no end. part of it is money. ya really. See we have a HUGE mortgage payment on the new property BUT it also means that in 2.5 years the property will be paid off. So its stressful. Every month I have that bill looming over my head. If I had been better prepared I would have paid off all our credit cards first..aww hindsight eh? But as it is now I should have most of our debt paid off by Dec (accept for the mortgage) then we can breath a little easier. Its funny that it stresses me for even with everything our debt per month is STILL lower then 70% of Americans but ARGH I hate debt. I will be glad when this land is paid off.
After Canada we come home work work work to get caught up and then before we know it, we will be on our cruise..another week off. Last paragraph I bitch about money and here I am talking cruises..sheesh!
Its July 29th now. I had to stop midway for something, not even sure what but here I am, the next day and finishing up this post. I been sending nasty thoughts to Master all day, He calls me a slut. Gee wonder why?
I so love Him, I look to Him and see this fine specimen of a man and He is mine. *grins* I love the feel of his rough hands on my flesh, I often will rub His hands while we sit and believe it or not it gets me all hot and bothered. I know what those hands can do. I know how the feel, I know what pain and what pleasure they can bring me, yes gets me all hot and bothered.
Ok so that's it for today, it is 4:30 and I still have a few things I want to do and then shave my legs, take a bath etc..so the night is full..argh
Have a good one!