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Ramblings
June 04 2012



This year seems to be zooming by, June already! And we have hit our slow period sales have DIED, poof just like that. A brick wall. Speaking to other businesses, they are experiencing the same thing. It is that time of year..argh. So now I stress till October! LOL. We have a mortgage payment now ya know, a BIG one but I am already counting down the months until it is paid off. But it is always on our minds, that we owe money ARGH. Sucks.

However, we both LOVE having 8 acres! We love the solitude, we love the birds and squirrels, the rides in the golf cart to see our property. The peacefulness and not having to see the neighbors mess. All that has made the purchase of this land AMAZING. And yes we are so happy we bought it.

I came across a journal this weekend, let me tell you what a JOKE that was to read. Black with purple writing ARGH ok can deal with that, stupid but ok, whatever, but then..OMG The entire thing was written like W/we and I/i and argh. I know some Doms want their property to write like that but OMG with the terrible color and then add in that form of writing well,it was just hard..BUT WAIT!! THERE IS MORE!! So not only the previous two mention issues but then as you read, the writer went into this; "haz" and "srlsy" and "W/we dun". Please. Do you think it is COOL to write like that? You're 40 not 13. All that does it make you look foolish! Add in the color and the W/we issues and I read one entry. Never to return again! LOL Honestly though, I do not like the W/e issue but I can at least understand it, if the Master/Owner/Top (insert word here) orders it to be written in that manner, then so be it. It is no different then the Doms asking us to do other things but can someone explain the slang? Really, I hear teenagers talking like that. Does it make the writer feel cool? "In"? I will never understand it!

The pets. (not me the other pets!) Galloway our bird is becoming a big boy. Such a pretty cardinal. He now resides in the fish house for 6 to 8 hours a day. Problem: I have yet to teach him how to hunt/find/eat food in the fish house, so he comes in SCREAMING for food. Today I put a blackberry in his cage and then put him back in his cage so he could see the food, He ate a little bit then flew out again and has yet to go back in for more food. I will continue to work on it with him. He is so my bird LOL and I never believed I could fall in love with a bird. But I have. The kois and salt water tank are gorgeous and the dogs are fine. Bella is still in swimming and massage therapy and most likely will remain in it, once a month for life. It really does help her. Ginger, has yet to show signs of cancer. We are in the third month of diagnosis. I will take her back to the vets in a few weeks to have him peek at her lungs and see if it has spread. My turtles laid eggs a few weeks back, but it looks like they are all dudes. no baby turtles, which is probably a good thing, for hubby says, we will keep them all and just build a bigger turtle pond. ARGH. The building never stops!

The kids are well and all working and succeeding on their own. In days gone past, I mentioned Johnny our wayward child. He is the son of Master's first wife. She lost custody of him when he was a baby and her and Master saw him on visits throughout his life. Master is NOT his biological dad. But he is his dad. And He is back, came back into our lives around oct last year, but it is hard you know. In and out of jail, he was arrested in jan of this year again, lost his job, what little he had, etc. We try to help we do..but I don't know, until we have some trust in him and some belief in him it is hard. He breaks my heart and I so want to shake Him and tell Him he is 30 years old! Do something with his life. So he is not so great, but the other four are doing really well. Guess that's all we can ask for right?

We are 133 days away from our cruise. YA YA I cannot wait and it is so cool to take the kids with us! This will be fun fun fun! We are also booking a cruise on the new Carnival Breeze out of Miami to Puerto Rico and the Virgin Islands, this will be just Master and I and lastly, we are looking at doing a European vacation. Venice, Rome, Paris, England, Ireland. That is in baby steps, just planning figuring out cost and time, whether we have the time is the BIG issue. But I will of course write about it in the journal as it moves along. Can you image just how cool is THAT!

Master and I are still good. So very good. We fit together, it is just *right*. Sometimes I have to pinch myself to make sure it is real. We have problems, we have issues, but we just work through them as a team. Its alot easier when we can support each other in times of need or fear or insecurities or stress. Sex is good, always good, exceptionally good even!

So that is it for me today and my ramblings, I have work to do and life calls. I hope every has a great day!



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