July 24 2014
I sometimes look around me and I am amazed at all the changes that have gone on in my life in the past 14 years. From moving to Florida, to being a full time slave/housewife/slut to the business.
Everyone experiences changes in their life it is part of life and growing up, having kids growing old. But sometimes I feel like there have been WAY too many changes in the past 14 years and please can someone put the brakes on and let me breath!
And I know change is constant and I know it is going to happen regardless of how I fight i but it doesn't make it any easier. When I sit here and think of everything in 14 years OYE. Let me see to name a a few, moving to Florida (from Canada), becoming a full time slave/slut ,that was a MAJOR change, Kids growing up, graduating, getting married moving out both moved out within 6 months. The Business, the house, buying all the land, my dog, the wildlife rescue.
Yes a few major changes in my life. Some of these I initiated myself and of course those were easy to accept. But those unwanted changes, such as the kids moving out so close together, or the death of my Bella Dog, those changes took me way out of my comfort zone and left me in a pit of despair.
And I think each change, leads to personal growth and insight. I have learned from all these changes both happy and sad ones, that the human can endure much pain and suffering. That I DID survive the loss of my beloved pet and that DID survive empty nest syndrome. And that I WILL survive whatever the future hands me. Unfortunately we do not live in fairy tale and sad things happen, too. Overcoming the tough period will make me stronger.
And no matter what the change is, there will always be new beginning, Each change is a turning page. It is about closing one chapter and opening another one. When the kids left, our lives changed drastically, and Bella being gone, we again have looked deeply at our lives and we are again changing. We have decided not to have anymore pets, so that we can enjoy more freedom. Freedom to travel without worry, and the responsibility has changed. We are GOOD pet owners. Our pets are part of our family, with vet visits and play time and cuddle time... alot of responsibility. And when my Gypsy dog passes to be with Bella, we will no longer have dogs.
It is all about changes.
New Topic MORNING SEX!!
I have to say in MY OPINION, and in our sex life..morning sex is the BEST mental stimulation there is. I KNOW that morning sex is for Him and Him only, and when He comes back to bed at 8 AM to wake me up and His rough hands roam all over my body and I hear "get on you r knees slut" i swear it sends me into subby heaven! And I think because it really is just for Him, I very very very rarely get off from morning sex. He is really rough in the mornings, with no warm up, so its immediate pain and my cunt is dry and He rams His cock into it. Fucking me hard and fast.
I miss my Dog and my life will never be the same