And they lived happily ever after
October 19 2014
In 7 Days we will be celebrating our twelfth (12) wedding anniversary!!!! We have been together as Master/slave for over 14 years now. OMFG the time has FLOWN BY!!!
And Yes I am bragging, I read so much on couples struggling to keep the relationship going, the BDSM, the Master/slave part and honestly for Master and I, it really has been easy. I think they only time we have EVER struggled was when I wen t thru the empty nest and when Bella died. But even then, the Master/slave was STILL there, I still had to follow the rules, the only thing missing was the actual BDSM . And I was so fragile that Master made the right decision in NOT pushing the BDSM, as the Master it is His responsibility to ensure my mental well being.
So here we are 12 years later, and we COUNT the days until we are alone and can live the way we want. With my ass showing all the time for Master, with His hands on me, with us being able to fuck, suck, beat and play when we want. I wish we had MORE time alone to do these things but we don't so we take what we can get! And I know, I know, I don't write about it as much as I used to. But I often wonder if it becomes repetitive. How many times/ways can one say what we do without it becoming. Boring.
But I look back and I read, in the beginning and what a difference between then....and now. The trust now is SO strong, the love, the relationship, the loyalty. It is ALL there and IMO, unbreakable. Master has eyes ONLY for me and I for Him. We now play differently, PAIN is ALWAYS involved and blood is often involved. As well as piss and humiliation and toys and knives and whips and floggers and scalpels and needles. And I firmly believe that we are stronger, our relationship is better then what it was...years ago.
So what are the plans for this Anniversary? The past few years we have been on a cruise, eating at the steakhouse, watching the sunset and then back to our cabin for vanilla sex. (Cruise ship cabins are NOT that well insulated) But this year we are home, so I am hoping we stay home and I send the day tied to the bed. Being pissed on, and beat and used. Ya, that is how I would love to spend the day! Ultimately it is Masters decision , but a slut can hope eh??
Time heals all words, and I am slowly healing.