OH MY GOODNESS
October 5 2014
I wasn't sure whether to call this OH MY GOODNESS or Clit Torture, you see what I chose ..so here let me explain
Master had been in a mood the last few days, He had done the "bend her and fuck her like the property she is," a couple of times throughout the week. But I knew it wasn't enough.
Maybe the fact that he cut all my pj's , ya really, the back is out of my pj's so I now walk around in pj's with my butt hanging out, there for him to see, touch, spank, whenever. Or maybe it was the fact that he was touching spanking grabbing pinching. But I knew, fuck her sex wasn't enough. And I knew, as soon as the weekend rolled around that he would be taking me.
So we get into bed and I am naked and tied down, toys are out floggers and whips and vibs and plugs and I am in the hood. And He starts Most girls would go OUCH or moan or cry out..no not me..for WHATEVER reason, every time he hurt me I would say
OH MY GOODNESS
After going OH MY GOODNESS three or four times Master and I ended up giggling, and then out right laughing. I was laughing so hard I had tears and it took me a few minutes to get back into that frame of mind.
But I did get back into that space.
Not sure how it works for others, but for us, I never know what way a scene is going. I am not even sure if Master knows, I think it really depends on how my body reacts, legs, MS, allergies etc. He starts and then goes with the flow and whether he is getting the reaction He wants out of me.
This scene He seemed to focus on my cunt, and my cunt seemed to respond very nicely to his touch. It is still sore today, three days later. One thing that makes me shudder is when he clamps my clit. When he first puts the nipple clamp on my clit, the pain is exquisite in that it is painful and pleasurable and puts me so quickly into sub space. And it hurts so bad, if it is moved or touched or a vib hits it, the pain is over whelming and after 20 or 30 mins and he removes it, I swear I almost pass out from the pain. He says He needs to gag me when He removes the clamp for I cry out so loud.
And He hit me over and over again, just my cunt, but I still feel bruised today and it was all just so........yummy.
With Death Comes life