i am not a slave
i am not a slave
i am a slave.
Even when He allows me to stay home and sleep, i am still a slave. i am a slave to Him no matter where He is or what i am doing. i am a slave who plans her day to a *t*. i am the same slave who is told that she will do something entirely different than what she planned for herself. i am a slave who shuts up and does what the Master plans instead.
i am also the slave who just for a minute says "but, but", i am the slave who still hasn't learned to shut up soon enough. i am a slave who will someday learn to say Yes Master and mean it, every time, no matter what. i believe in that slave, i know i will become her. She's inside me, that slave is.
i am a slave who is easily wounded and not does not quickly bounce back from a scolding. i am a slave who loves fiercely and forgives entirely. i am a slave who needs her Master more than she should at times, i am the slave who needs to feel her Masters tight grasp.
i am a slave who will become everything her Master desires, i will always be pliable and ever changing. There is nothing i won't become for Him, i am the slave who wears her Master's collar, His wedding rings and His flesh rings.
i am a slave who will never stop making mistakes nor will i ever stop trying to improve for Him. i will fall and i will know He'll be there to pick me up. i will be there for Him as i am a slave.
i am not a slave.
i am His slave.
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